Well the good news is I heard back about my NYC interview today. The better news is that they want me to have a 2nd interview. Th NOT so great news is that I now have to come up with a way AGAIN to get myself to NYC in the next few days. I AM NOT RICH PEOPLE~! So now I have something entirely new to stress about. AND BELIEVE ME I AM STRESSED. The crazy (and not so surprising to many of you I am sure) part is that I love stress. It feeds my soul. I think if I had a non-stressful life I would stop breathing on the spot. This is not to say that I have to have or create drama in my life. I am not that girl. However, I love to fill my life to capacity with really great things that I love, only to freak out when I am spread too thin. I CAN’T STOP.
It may be a sickness. But who knows. So again I ask for your thoughts and prayers as this very exciting transition is taking place. Maybe, when I have a new job and a new apartment I will learn to have a new and relaxed outlook on life….but more likely I’ll be constantly running and planning and thinking and playing…..and loving every minute of it.