I spent the better part of this morning writing. I didn’t blog or chat with friends. I just put on my headphones, tuned into Boris Skalsky and just wrote.
You guys. I am really doing this. I am writing a book. I have been so hesitant to talk about it before now because I don’t know, maybe I am a little superstitious. I don’t believe in jinxing, yet I am constantly wary of saying things out loud lest they be swept away with the wind. But I want to encourage women. I want to tell them that they are enough for their children. And if no one reads a word of this book, at least I will know that I tried.
My mom played with the boys while I parked myself and my coffee at the library and started typing. It’s an unbelievable feeling. There is so much to do and to write. I know it won’t be easy but I have to try.
I feel like for the first time, my resolutions really mean something. Maybe I had been doing it all wrong. Whatever the reason, I am so energized for 2012 and I can’t wait to see how it all unfolds.
We are almost to the end of January. How is 2012 treating you?