The real problem of life is never a lack of time. The real problem of life -in my life- is lack of thanksgiving. – Ann Voskamp
I’ve heard of Ann Voskamp over the years. Really, I just knew the name. I’d even read her blog not making the connection. I knew it as a name I was supposed to know more about as a writer, as a blogger, really as a Christian.
Ann Voskamp is a household name to many, but for me not so much. For me, she fell into the I’ll read more about her when I have time category. I kept seeing the hashtag #1000gifts attached to photos of family, exercise, devotionals. I knew there must be something to this for so many of my online friends to be talking.
I requested the book from our local library and I waited for my name to come up in the queue. When it did I waited until the last day to check it out. I’ve been pulling back layers this year and while it has been ultimately good, the digging leaves me raw and I wasn’t sure if I was ready for “some Christian book”. Still I drove to the library and I scanned my card and came home to read for a few minutes before our out of town guests arrived for the weekend.
Talk about raw. The first chapter had me crying my eyes out with incredible imagery and pain shared in the most honest and beautiful ways. My story is not Ann’s story. But if you ever wanted to know what this spiritual journey of Christianity, of true relationship with Jesus is all about, look no further than One Thousand Gifts.
This book was at times brutal and enrapturing just as the Christian walk can be. I lived through her words and I know where they fit into my own story. I am humbled by the simplicity of this message of thanksgiving leading to grace. My life has definitely given way to complaining and searching over thankfulness and outward-living. It’s a cycle all too easy to embrace so I was ready to hear this much needed reminder.
It really is so much easier than we think. God really does love us so very much more than we can imagine.
I posted a photo of this book I read in 24 hours time and friends were coming out of the woodwork with praise. How had I not known? Why did it take me so long to get here?
A terrific result of the encouragement I received from One Thousand Gifts is a release of the need to have all of my “whys” answered. I suppose I am just like my 4 year old when it comes to this need for understanding. But in the past few days, as my heart fills once again with thanksgiving and grace, I can feel my anxious heart relax. How I have been waiting for this.
I’m still in that post-book processing mode so if you want to chat about it, leave me a comment! I’d love to hear your thoughts.